Realising that the creation of a blog is a new experience for me, I beg your (my audience's) forgiveness. I am just posting for now, and will slowly expand the experience.
I facililate between expressing my conscious thoughts and sharing my deeper thoughts.
Let me give some examples:
I am in the process of seperating from my wife and 2 kids after 17 years. It has been a long process of "divorce". The deeper sides are my desire, which has been with me constantly, to seperate. My inability to express my real feelings, that has brought me to a place in which I doubt my inner truth.
I am living in Gloucester with my love, Lyn, who lives in South Africa and has come to stay and visit for 6 months. She is scheduled to leave in March. So the question is whether I will go back with her then, or stay longer here to cater to my kids and my responsibilities regarding my family.
The hard questions are around my relationship with my daughter, Ariel, 14 years of age and my inability to have a real relationship with her. A relationship in which we deal with the difficult issues facing us.
The other questions are around my inability to sort out my seperation from Moira. Why I have not filed for divorce; why I cannot seem to get to seperating the finances. She does not work, and has not worked for all this period, and seems reticent to begin now. Well, I would too, I suppose.
I have to leave now for my Aquatic Therapy session in Ipswitch where I spend an hour in the water exercising my left leg, due to the knee operation I just had. It is healing well - thank you for asking:-0
Upon my return, I will perhaps include some photos...
Otherwise, enjoy this glorious day here in the NorthEast of the U.S. of A.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
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